I just observed, I haven’t written anything fun for a long time. Not even for myself. Damn! My blog lately has gotten too heavy. It makes me look like a gloomy 70 year old, living the last days of her life. A definite no- no. I am not an overly serious person so why should my blog look like the miserable diary of a 70 year old? (You get the picture) Where in the world has the witty side of my personality disappeared to? Why am I not capable to spot excitement anymore? *shudders*! The very notion of turning into one of those miserable Aunties who have nothing better to do but go on (and on and on….) about how their children (and of course hubbies) don’t listen to them anymore, makes me feel utterly nauseous.
It is an outrageous thought to begin with, but this happens to many women and might happen to me too. An average woman is prone to losing her *Mojo* somewhere in the midst of raising her kids (more often than not, single-handedly), tackling in-laws and of course, tending to her hubby darling. And this universal virus might devour me too, for I’m not impervious, I’m but a human being!! Went to a cousin’s Mayun today, a truly vibrant girl and an adorable human being. Completely vivacious and enthusiastic about all the little (seemingly pointless) things in life. Spend an hour with her and she’ll make you feel like a rockstar! I am often amazed at how she sometimes reminds me of the way I was a long time back, long before I got accustomed to all that’s grave and ugly about life, in general. It is a clichéd thing to mention I know, but life is not a bed of roses, not even by a long shot. It makes you suffer a lot, mostly crappy stuff. Though this thought never quite bothered me before, I wonder why it has suddenly started giving me sleepless nights now. Much disturbing indeed.
Anyway, it’s getting too late. Am extremely tired and have to hit the bed. Wanted to write more, say a lot more, end the post in a proper manner for once, but will surely expire if I try to do so. Though I must do away with this distressing template and look for something more….me. Soon!…xxx